And now the shaking

I’ve been feeling

For most of my life

Has made its way

To my physical truth

The fears I’ve been holding

Have now appeared

In my pores

For I have squelched

The passions

Of my soul

Until almost too late.


I opened though

And there’s no

Shutting down again

So in the lonely

Disturbing place of my life

It finally made its way to my


So I can know

It’s time to challenge

The patterns of a life

Not yet whole.